Part 14

Date: Sun, 7 Aug 2005 09:14:15 -0400 (EDT)
From: "Michael Gan" mganil2000@yahoo.com
Subject: Chronicles of Michael Gan - Part 14
To: "Angie" , "BK" , "Celine Chin" , "Ho Wai Chun" , "Emily Wong" , "Dennis Gan" , "JO GAN" , "Iris Ho" , "Leslie Chong" , "Frank Liang" , "Pastor Mark" , "Lim Kian Soon"
CC: "Yee Mei" , "Alicia Yeap" , "Florence" , "Henry Foo" , "Jee Lan Foo" , "GAN H.G." , "Jesvinderjit" , "Joanne Chew" , "Kah" , "Eric Ng" , "Tiger"
Dearest all,

Yesterday I went to my company annual sports club bowling tournament at U-bowl 1-Utama and emerge as the team champion - I thought I will bowl very badly because I'm still seeing double and it's a great experience for me.

I know all of you are concerned because I'm back to the very beginning ie. having double vision. Don't worry; I had strong confidence that I will be completely cancer free once my double vision is clear (healing take time ... must have patience). Let me explain to you all how I went thru for the past 3 weeks:-

I consulted my Chinese physician and was told that the medicine is clearing my bone and that's why I had some swollen on my neck and on my head.

During this 3 weeks, I'm detoxifying everyday and this will take about a month or 2 month as it depend on the size of the tumor on my skull. I spit out blood phlegm almost everyday and in certain day from my nose. For your information, the past few months were to clear the outer portion and my health is improving as compare to the 1st time I consult them.

I can feel it myself as there is movement around my neck, head, eye, nose and ear.

A lot of friends ask me; why not go for chemotherapy or radiotherapy? Frankly speaking I do not have faith or confident in western medicine because I had bad experience and watched how my beloved mom went thru the chemotherapy. You all want to know how I feel on that time, I'm extremely down and whenever there's some new treatment that can heal my mom, I will take leave and fetch her to the place ... you know ... if I can turn back the time, I have very high confidence and faith that my mom will be cure by this Chinese medicine or by Ibu. I will be able to give my mom the fighting spirit that is required to overcome her fear, get her to share and let her know she’s not alone.

Oops, sorry a bit emotional.

I'm planning for my Indonesia trip on the 21/8.

So till then, I will be back to work very soon as I'm getting a bit rusty after so long.

Cheers.
Michael Gan
My comment: Had confident on your choice.