Interview my family members

I did an interview with all my close siblings:-

Interview Winnie Gan (my sister – 2nd in the family) reside in Johor Baru, Malaysia
- When I let her know about my nose cancer news, she starts to worry.
- Scare whether I will be the one or not.
- She had to be strong and be the motivator. She did by calling me 3 or 4 times/week.
- Pray to God of Mercy to heal my brother.
- Ask friends opinion.
- Have her husband support because her husband father passed away due to colon cancer.
- Must have family member support.
- When I saw my brother crying, I make myself strong whereby I cry in my heart.
- Scare of receiving call from my brother.
- Sure or not, Michael is cancer free! Still concern and advise that I continue my diet. Do not go out to often.

Interview Jo Gan (my sister – 3rd in the family) reside in Mentekab, Pahang, Malaysia
- When I let her know about my nose cancer news, she starts to worry.
- Crying and praying for me to Gohonzon (SGM).
- Have her husband support .
- Must have family member support.
- She had to be strong and be the motivator. She did by calling me 3 or 4 times/week.
- Sourcing for information from friends.
- A bit concern about my brother decision.
- I respect my brother decision to go for Chinese medicine. In my heart I would prefer that my brother go for chemotherapy and radiotherapy.
- Feel scare and don’t know how to console me
- During Chinese New Year 2007, I saw my brother in pain and was having this feeling that whether Michael can make it or not. Because my brother was trembling with pain.
- When I saw my brother crying, I make myself strong whereby I cry in my heart.
- Scare of receiving call from my brother.

Interview Dennis Gan (my brother – youngest in the family) stay together with me.
- When I let him know about my nose cancer news, he starts to worry, don’t know what to do.
- Worry because I am too emotional and very fast will get angry. Don’t know what to say or communicate because Michael asks me to treat him normal but Michael is very emotional and sensitive.
- Whatever Michael asks me to do, I will do it.
- Feel tired but will still do my best to perform it.
- Very scare to share point of view
- A lot of friends advise me to tell my brother to go for chemotherapy and radiotherapy but I assume my brother had fix his mind and had phobia base on my brother conversation with sisters and aunties.
- Was very happy that my brother went for chemotherapy and radiotherapy by getting “Abang” to convince me even though I do not had faith in “Abang”.
- Very scare when Michael had nose bleed non-stop because Michael was at the emergency for more than 1 hour plus. Only feel relief when the nurses are there to care for me.
- Do not believe about “Abang”
- Feel relieve when I know Michael is cancer free.
- Afraid my son being too close to Michael because I’m still undergoing treatment.
- Michael neck has wound and don’t dare to look at it as it look terrible.

Interview Penny Cheong (Dennis wife) stay together with me.
- Stun when Michael result confirm got cancer.
- Share with her colleagues. Her colleague share that a friend was also nose cancer and had been in remission for 7 years but it recurred again and he pass away this year.
- Don’t know how to console Michael; scare said the wrong thing or word that is sensitive.
- Very scare when Michael had nose bleed non-stop because Michael was at the emergency ward for more than 1 hour plus. Only feel relief when the nurses are there to care for me.
- Michael neck has wound and don’t dare to look at it as it look terrible.